Darby Di Natale

A Hermit

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 21:00:13 -0500

I don't know how many people know this about me, but I would be happy to live in the middle of nowhere and be completely isolated. This is no reflection whatsoever on the people I love. I have come to terms with the fact that I mostly just want to be alone.

I Don't Know What To Say

Wed, 23 Jul 2008 21:23:18 -0500

I am home for the summer. I don't know what to say. I haven't written in a while.

Going Home

Tue, 10 Jun 2008 00:44:31 -0500

I am going home at the end of the week, and I feel crazy.

I Want To Want What Is Good For Me

Wed, 21 May 2008 14:54:56 -0500

I love chocolate. I love candy. I love decadent pastries, filled donuts and coffee that is white with Sweet Italian Creme Creamer. I love cake with lots and lots and lots of frosting. I love chewy brownies with chocolate chips in them.

Still Going to Boot Camp

Wed, 07 May 2008 21:45:51 -0500

It's been a week and a half of boot camp, and I'm still feeling it.

Booty Camp

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 22:55:51 -0500

Well... yesterday a blanket was covering my alarm clock, and I didn't hear my alarm. I woke up at 6 am and was completely frustrated because it was too late to go to boot camp.

Day 1

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 20:49:12 -0500

I woke up this morning at 5 to go to my first day of boot camp.

Let's Try This

Sun, 27 Apr 2008 21:01:22 -0500

I have decided to give myself a little kick in the arse.

A good moment

Tue, 01 Apr 2008 18:05:27 -0500

I do not take this for granted...

... and here's the goal....

Sat, 29 Mar 2008 21:25:31 -0500

What will it take to get to the point where I am ok inside myself, no matter what is going on around me?

The Emptiness

Fri, 21 Mar 2008 00:18:06 -0500

Sometimes I wonder if I should really write how I feel. I don't want people to worry about me, and some do. I know it's just because they love me. But I will be ok.

It Has Been Six and A Half Months

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 00:24:09 -0500

It has occurred to be in recent days that I like it here in LA. It has started to feel somewhat familiar. The flowers outside my house are jasmine, and the whole walkway smells like them.

I Am Addicted to Oh's

Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:15:36 -0500

There is a cereal that I cannot stop eating. I eat it straight out of the box. It is called Oh's.

Seems Like Summer

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 17:17:03 -0500

I can't get used to the fact that it's 75 degrees here today... I think it is starting to hit me that I live in Los Angeles.

Devastation.. And It's All My Fault

Thu, 14 Feb 2008 17:44:11 -0500

My hard drive crashed. All of the music I have written over the past two years was on it. I hadn't backed it up. I don't know why. I honestly had never thought about it. Now it is completely gone. Hundreds of new songs, pieces of songs, things I wanted to remember. Gone.