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January 10, 2010
A Sense Of Well Being
It's been so long since I've written on here, and so much has changed. But let me start by saying I have recently begun to experience something that I have never known before. A sense of well being.
Sometimes it just comes over me. Randomly. I'll be going about my life, doing nothing of consequence, when all of a sudden an awareness comes over me: In this moment I am ok. There is no torment inside. There is no war to hold myself back from temptation. There is just a miraculous quiet. A stillness inside that is unfamiliar to me, but I am in love with it.
This is probably something that is a given for many people. For one reason or another, it has not been a given for me. If this is what it's like for most people to be human, no wonder people don't mind existing so much.
Posted by darbydinatale on January 10, 2010 10:54 PM
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I must say that I was so excited to see you pop up on my RSS feed...but that paled in comparison to the excitement I felt at actually reading the content of your post.
Well-being.
So very glad that you are experiencing it, that it's taking you by surprise and then taking you inside for a nice comforting time away from the cold and close to the fire. I bet good old Well-being doesn't even mind so much that you're in your Elmo robe; he's just happy that you're together.
May it just be the beginning.
Posted by: jessic on January 11, 2010 12:25 AM
Wow, what's this? Nice to see a post, and such a heart warming one, at that. Love you...
Posted by: jason on January 11, 2010 01:17 AM
I heard rumors of this, and rejoiced when I heard it. Now it is great to see it from you yourself.
Yay!!! Yay yay yay yay yay! We love you so Darby, and believe in you so, and are so glad to see that you are finding a spot where you are comfortable with yourself.
Posted by: peaj on January 11, 2010 08:29 AM
I love the dramatic and heartwarming change between your previous post and this one. So very happy for you...
Posted by: sean on January 12, 2010 06:03 PM
Darb..this makes me so happy..love you, sare
Posted by: sarah Altemus on January 15, 2010 09:01 AM
Darb..this makes me so happy..love you, sare
Posted by: sarah Altemus on January 15, 2010 09:02 AM
Darb..this makes me so happy..love you, sare
Posted by: sarah Altemus on January 15, 2010 09:02 AM
Darb, it's great to hear this from you... To hear that your being is recognizing wellness and peace is truely wonderful. You have been blessed.
Posted by: Min on January 15, 2010 03:38 PM
wow! i went on to hear your music again and then read this wonderful post....i am so happy for you...
Posted by: Anonymous on February 6, 2010 06:29 AM